| Needing a New Place to Live |
[Jan. 28th, 2008|10:57 pm] |
Well the title says most of it, I'm in need of a new place to live pretty soon so if anyone knows of anything please tell me ^^
Story of why I'm having to move is fairly simple, one of housemates is moving out to continue traveling so the other 2 that are left other than myself would prefer to not get a 4th person and just have 3 so there is more living space, since I can't afford to do that I'm going to have to move. |
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| getting my geek on, zan |
[Dec. 22nd, 2007|12:13 am] |
I Am A: Chaotic Neutral Elf Wizard (3rd Level)
Ability Scores:
Strength-13
Dexterity-14
Constitution-12
Intelligence-19
Wisdom-14
Charisma-14
Alignment:
Chaotic Neutral A chaotic neutral character follows his whims. He is an individualist first and last. He values his own liberty but doesn't strive to protect others' freedom. He avoids authority, resents restrictions, and challenges traditions. A chaotic neutral character does not intentionally disrupt organizations as part of a campaign of anarchy. To do so, he would have to be motivated either by good (and a desire to liberate others) or evil (and a desire to make those different from himself suffer). A chaotic neutral character may be unpredictable, but his behavior is not totally random. He is not as likely to jump off a bridge as to cross it. Chaotic neutral is the best alignment you can be because it represents true freedom from both society's restrictions and a do-gooder's zeal. However, chaotic neutral can be a dangerous alignment because it seeks to eliminate all authority, harmony, and order in society.
Race:
Elves are known for their poetry, song, and magical arts, but when danger threatens they show great skill with weapons and strategy. Elves can live to be over 700 years old and, by human standards, are slow to make friends and enemies, and even slower to forget them. Elves are slim and stand 4.5 to 5.5 feet tall. They have no facial or body hair, prefer comfortable clothes, and possess unearthly grace. Many others races find them hauntingly beautiful.
Class:
Wizards are arcane spellcasters who depend on intensive study to create their magic. To wizards, magic is not a talent but a difficult, rewarding art. When they are prepared for battle, wizards can use their spells to devastating effect. When caught by surprise, they are vulnerable. The wizard's strength is her spells, everything else is secondary. She learns new spells as she experiments and grows in experience, and she can also learn them from other wizards. In addition, over time a wizard learns to manipulate her spells so they go farther, work better, or are improved in some other way. A wizard can call a familiar- a small, magical, animal companion that serves her. With a high Intelligence, wizards are capable of casting very high levels of spells.
Find out What Kind of Dungeons and Dragons Character Would You Be?, courtesy of Easydamus (e-mail)
I was pretty close to getting true neutral, lol 19 int |
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| more meme lol |
[Sep. 8th, 2007|10:55 pm] |
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| | Ween - Mutilated Lips | ] |
1. I've come to realize that my ex is: very very far away
2. I am listening to: Ween, full of awesomeness, they even have a track called "awesome sound"
3. I talk: alot when I'm around friends or even just people I'm marginally aquainted with
4. I love: lamp
5. I have: so much that I want to do, but don't have the time for all of it
7. I lost: alot of time on a game
8. I hate it when: I get distracted by shit I shouldn't care about but still can't get out of my head
9. Love is: something that happens to other people, something I don't get depressed over being without
10. Marriage: should not just be for hetro couples
12. I'll always be: curious
13. I have a crush on: uhhh fuck I don't know
14. The last time I cried was: over 4 years ago when a friend died, before then I don't remember
15. My mobile phone is: on silent all the time
16. When I wake up in the morning: I miss my dreams
17. Before I go to sleep at night: I read books, I don't watch something on my computer since it's not in my room anymore
18. Right now I am thinking about: how different I am from my cousins who I saw after not meeting them for 15 years
19. Babies are: not something I put thought into
20. I get on myspace: only to check friends pages
21. Today I: spent alot of time reading and watching tv shows I got from O
22. Tonight I will: continue reading, shows are all watched
23. Tomorrow I will: read some more, but then do some maths homework
24. I really want: to get through this year and the next with my sanity
25. The people I want to tag with this are: fuck I don't care |
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| That list thingy! |
[Jul. 8th, 2007|06:29 pm] |
Seemed funny, not all say Rhett Needs but thats not unexpected.
1. Rhett needs to lay off the booze that early in the morning.
2. Rhett needs to go to wound care and get an MRI
3. I requested a social worker for Rhett and one visited
4. Rhett needs a caretaker or foster!
5. We gave him some advice about what Rhett needs to do no matter where he goes.
6. Rhett needs to be in class, that's the No. 1 thing
7. By the way Rhett needs to understand judgement making
8. Rhett needs to maintain the measurement evaluation of these CMMs on an ongoing basis as well as assign technicians the task of keeping the average at ...
9. Rhett. I'm Scarlett's brother. I'm energetic and playful, and love people and other Cats. I'm told I have an adorable personality! Rhett needs a home
10. In order to provide assistance to the animals who come to us with special medical needs, Tails of Hope has set up Rhett's Fund |
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| It Begins |
[Feb. 28th, 2007|09:48 pm] |
Been a very long time since I've even read LJ, not really gonna post alot now.
Uni has started, Applied Physics.
Work is part-time, no weekends for me!
That is all |
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| Thoughts |
[Oct. 18th, 2006|01:15 am] |
- Landmark talk thats been going on through alot of LJ posts, some of it made me angry and some if it made me thoughtfull. Then as I always love to do, I listened to some music which made me even more thoughtfull. Considering what I have read from net research and from prev mentioned LJ posts, Landmark supplies people with handy tools for self-delusion and provides attendees with plausable sounding non-answers for when confronted with criticism if not outright ignoring questions or criticisms. Not my idea of a healthy way to live your life, but even so I will be attending the Info session thingy(that free one) to hear what they have to say for themselves, provided there are actual responses rather than vague doubletalk or promises that I'll understand ONLY after attending the forum, which I don't see myself doing.
- I need more music, love the stuff I have but I need to listen to more
- Brendan needs to org something for his birthday
- Quitting WOW was a good idea, eating less, exercising more, cleaning more, cooking more, sleeping better, socialising more and generally enjoying life more. WOW was fun and all but the timesink it represented meant I was putting off actually living my life. Good times ahead.
- 12 Monkeys was even better than I remember it being, watching it again today. |
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| A little Drunk from a little wine |
[Oct. 3rd, 2006|12:23 am] |
I'm feeling kinda melancholy atm, not helped by reading a poem on the lunasy boards that that new sama guy posted.
I blame tv, it started out by having an advert with the Johnny Cash version of hurt, so I had to play the Trent Rezner version for my housemate to prove that Rezners version is better. After he'd gone after admitting to liking Rezners version more, I listed to Passive Aggressive, I Do, Meds, Infra-Red by Placebo and Guest List, Grace Kelly Blues and Love of the Loveless by the Eels, followed by Ringfinger, Metal and Right where It belongs by NiN then lasty Believe by Smashing Pumpkins. Not the most uplifting of tracks but thats what my playlist threw at me.
Now I'm just feeling alone, but not unhappy by this.
I think I'm at a point in my life where I'm willing to open up, I think I'm finally ready to start looking for a girlfriend again |
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| Weird Sleep/Dreaming |
[Sep. 16th, 2006|02:18 am] |
It's 2am and I just woke up.
Went to sleep at around 11ish, had really really vivid dreams that kinda made me angry and I woke up, unable to get back to sleep. Same thing happened night before too, got to sleep at around somewhere between 12-1am, same type of really vivid angry-making dreams and I woke up at 4:30am, unable to get to sleep until after 7am and ended up getting up at like 1pm.
I don't even remember much about the dreams either, I remember things like yelling about wow crap that I don't even care about, flashes of colour (I keep remembering a flash of something, some scene where its bright red and white but I don't know what I'm looking at) and a feeling of anger about it.
Spose these could be nightmares but I thought they were meant to make you scared not angry, last nightmare I had I still remember today and that was when I was 13.
I really am trying to get back into a normalish sleeping pattern, I have nfi why I'm getting the dreams that I'm having or what they mean and WHY they are stopping me from getting some sleep.... |
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| Late and stuff |
[Sep. 6th, 2006|04:43 am] |
Its 5am and I'm really not tired at all, reading some parts of the lunasy boards kinda makes me wanna reply but mostly not as I'd just end up ranting, as much as I enjoy making a good rant I really don't know most of the people well enough to be comfortable posting about what I'm thinking as I read the topics on love, relationships and all that stuff. Hell I don't even talk about that type of stuff in detail about myself to anybody ever and I don't even know why I'm compelled to post here and now.
I'm single and have been for more than a while, I have massive issues trusting anybody and could count those I trust on my fingers. I remember when I was in college during the very first part of first year me and a group of friends I'd made during O-Week who were talking about sex and I was keeping rather quiet, someone made a comment about the "virgin blues" or somesuch and I said something non-commital and then admitted to them that I was still a virgin myself. One of them said something along the lines of "what you? a virgin? no way!" and had a rather shocked expression, for some reason the memory of all their faces in a sort of shocked incredulous expression has stuck in my memory ever since. They were actually rather supportive, asked if I was religious or something which im not. I was just inexperienced with people, I went to highschool in a country town that I moved to a year before starting said highschool, I was a full year younger than nearly everyone in my year, I was short, I was smart and got picked on alot because of my red hair and crooked teeth. By the time I was in year 9 or so though I was friends with everyone bar the idiotic footy players, who a few times tried to pick fights with me later in yr11 because I was also a complete smartarse know-it-all who enjoyed confusing them with simple logic or abstract jokes which they always assumed they were the butt of. I never really was that close friends with very many people though, the girls that I tried asking out when I was in yr7 or so paid me attention later on that I only later in life realized that a few of them had crushes on me, I also in yr12 had a group of a few of my actual close friends younger sisters and their friends actually following me around during lunchtime but again I never grasped what was happening, I was a 16yr old who had never been kissed. I even missed the one and only ever oppurtunity I had with a girl I had a huge crush on during the year12 party. Which didn't change until that summer before going to uni and even that was awkward and somewhat unnerving for me, I never got comfortable even with kissing until in that same summer getting really drunk at my sisters place in melbourne and being introduced to some of her friends and friends of friends at a rather belated housewarming of hers.
Thinking back on it I was such a kid in first year, even after actually losing my viginity (drunken party, woke up in bed with hazy but good memories) I never really grew up, still never been in a serious longterm relationship, best being a grand total of 3months long. I never boast about anything I've ever done, and to this day can't understand people who do. I've spent alot of my life since first year trying to understand the people around me, failing that I stopped interacting with nearly everyone, keeping everyone but a few at distance, terrified that people will see me again as the little kid who was just smart enough to be seen as a brain but just stupid enough to think people cared that much about what I saw myself. I'm sarcastic and cynical now because when I was younger thats what I thought was what made me appear older, I can't empathize with nearly anybody because I was so arrogant younger that I thought I knew everything about everybody and never got to know any poeple on a real human level. Worst thing is I don't know how to change, to be anything else, to be something more than a cynic who excels at keeping everyone at just enough distance that they never see anything more than the little I like about myself that I want them to see. I still get a shock when people care about what has happened to me, when someone actually responds to me as If what happens to me actually matters to them too.
It's getting close to 6am now, I think I should stop. I haven't re-read any of what I've just written, I think I'm scared that if I do i'll think I'm saying too much about myself, that I'll just delete it rather than actually letting out what I've been bottling inside me for so long now. |
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| English Language |
[Sep. 3rd, 2006|12:38 pm] |
To start off with, I don't always/often use correct grammar or pronounciation and just as often spelling, sentence structure, but I do like using the word that best describes what I'm talking about. I won't do this conciously I'll just throw in a word thinking that people know wtf I'm saying, so when I used the word "cornucopia" last night when we were farming chimaeroks in feralas on teamspeak there was only one person out of the 14 there who actually knew what I was talking about. This kinda annoys me in that it happens rather often, that usage of english (at least in the people that I talk to most often) is being reduced from nice expressive words into easy acronyms and abbreviations replacing them, additions through colloquial use is great but ignorance of the full extent of the language isn't.
I like words, wtb more words! |
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| Visited Mum |
[Aug. 28th, 2006|01:56 pm] |
Went up to Ballarat to see my Mum's new house that she bought about 3months ago, a converted miners cottage that was made into a family home in the 50s, pretty tiny but also pretty cool.
Helped tear up the carpets in the lounge room as the floor needs to be removed when the house gets restumped, as nice as an older house is apparently the guy who owned it (from the 50s til Mum did) didn't keep the house in very good repair.
Mum also gave me the last of gifts for my 22nd, set of bedsheets and a new blanket. Then the cash to buy a set of weights in melb, which the resulting 3 block haul of dragging a 54kg box of weights was a workout in itself |
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| Sleeping pattern |
[Aug. 18th, 2006|02:00 am] |
Sick of fucking with my own sleeping pattern, had a good thing going wherein i'd be getting up at a reasonable hour even If i'd only gotten to sleep at like 3-4am but nooooo then I went to the ICLan and fucked my body clock up, O's birthday and getting drunk the next night after having only around 1hr-2hrs (sif remember at this stage) of sleep helped insofar as I'd gotten up at a reasonable hour the next day.
Now though, its pretty screwy, ever since then I've been sleeping alot more, nearly even missed out on going to the openday for RMIT in the city, lucky my sis is helping me out and rang my mob and pestered me to go even though at that stage I was barely able to hear the words she was saying. Was good going to the openday though, had a good chat with someone in the applied physics dept. and now im even more determined than ever to actually make something of my life and study something that actually fascinates me despite all the crap I've said in the past about the subject
Was my B'Day back on the 9th, now I'm 22, shine was kinda taken off when dad called me the day after to tell me that both my Aunt and Grandfather are dying of cancer, he visited last week on wed and left his car at my place so he could get a plane over to perth to visit them, turns out my aunt's has progressed to the inoperable stage after going 6months un-noticed and that grandad only has a 25% chance of surviving his next treatment after his first failed to prevent his cancer from spreading to the limphatic system, rather than shared hardship bringing my dad and his brothers/sisters and mother together, from what dad is saying they are fighting even more, so glad all that shit is a whole country length away, dad as always is trying to make peace between everyone but they're all idiots in this regard. I think this is partially why my head is so scattered atm, I'm not even going to sleep that late anymore, last death in my family that I can really remember was grandad on moms side and I was only like 6 then, knowing that there is another one coming.... well, two, but then again I've never been close to anyone outside of mom/dad/shae, it just doesnt make sense that I'm this scattered |
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| First Entry ZOMG |
[Jul. 30th, 2006|10:44 am] |
New to the whole LJ thing, well, new to actually having an account and not just reading ppls on the sly
Not a massive amount going on, finnaly gotten myself onto centrelink payments so now I'm officially a doll bludger. Was being held up for quite a while thanks to my old work being slack in sending through a "thing i cant remember the name of that is just proof you dont work there letter" but the day that It did come though I got a call from the person handling my claim who told me to bring in 8 proof of applying to a job or whatever things with details of 8 jobs I had tried for since making theclaim, having nothing I called up Zan and asked him WTFHOWWHAT?!?! then hit up seek and took about an hour and a half to get 8 applications in and the records down.
So panicked that I'll miss my chance to get the claim finished on that day (thursday 27th) I had my housemate drive me to the Darebin office joking about how cruel it would be if they were already closed at 4:30pm. As it turns out it was fairly close to the mark as they close at 4:45pm (after a chat with the guy at the desk, finding out this was a union thingy) but was only in line for like 5mins before getting it all sorted out, not having to fill in a "obligation thingy" thanks to having accidently taken mine at the last interview then the guy at the desk putting both of the payments through for me without having to even fill in the usual forms. Was a nice end to the day, bought myself a new thing of earl grey tea as a rather lame "celebration"
Net is still capped too, kinda annoying when I was trying to raid last night (Zan and O have been nice enough to let me Lan at their place for a few days of last week and this week so as I'd not miss out on too much endgame progression ^^) being constantly disconnected, though admittedly it was around as interesting as MC can get facing a constant loadscreen rather than constant boring grind of the trash mobs |
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